DEAR IDAYU,


you know you'll be waking up in the morning
going to school
having a seat in the classroom
switching on you laptop,
doing sme assignments....halfway through them assignment
you then remember about asking me to blog
then you'll go to this blog ans thus you'll start reading the
first post
Alright so here we go.
This post here is gonna be one of them meaningful ones
Hmmmmmmm......



well honestly i din even think that something like this would ever been said. I mean, i did not expect you to ever have expressed out them real feelings. or in other words, true feelings. i was taken aback, really i was. Patience really pays doesnt it. okay going back. well im glad im not like other guys, who went away after the first time. Ive made my decision to stay by you , nobody else. Thus ive always, been here waiting all the time.Yes its true i felt jealous at that point of tyme. Who doesnt, wen smeone loves and dears that person very much dont they .You told me not to let go of you , not to give up on you..keep holing on to you..okay then, i shall not let go of you.For all the months that passed by.Been wanting you to be ready,...im not saying that you are now ready. Deep down surely i know ure telling urself you are ready.all im saying is that this is a stepping stone higher for you to be ready. and once ur ready. i want you to know that im there...and forever be there. once you've decide to swallow down everything and again take that step, with me .But forever it seems. I must say again, i am still shocked after everythings that been told. i have all the feelings for you.surely with that butterfly effect to go with. I know i'll go to sleep smiling.Smehow i feel uneasy, as you went to sleep teary. I need to know why you teared....Please..

I want you to know that I miss you.

I cant wait for friday

"seeing you, i wont dream of tears rolling down those cheeks"

never would i want to make you cry~~.

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