I couldnt remember how bad it felt since the last one
and when slowly ur text messages got lesser ,i knew there was something but yet again
who am i to stop you.So i continued ....risking it all playing everything down.And when the bitter truth that was out .just strucked me down.Sucks to be me for everything
I finally realized this , "i may give u good things ,fistful of diamonds for you" but I'll never be you selection...
its done, and i believed in all of the words. looking back at the chat history , the old post and all for however worse and terrible it made me feel.The way you said it and all.Never imagined how i felt.the joy and all One thing great was that
u were the one that actually made me wanted to bowl for the very first tyme made me blog a lyric post for the very first tyme. You made me feel all happy and smiling whenever i see ur name appear on my phone. There was that tyme , one night ,i was able to go to sleep smiling..and you made that happen . i felt like a million bucks, but so it was not meant to be for all the nights that was coming .
im barely able to write now, and yes what i told u was true and im not ashamed of saying it to you cause that was pure emotion that was pouring out i dunnow why but with all the feelings and emotion thats going through and thinking back on everything dat was wrote and said well for how it seems to u, i'll always be a runner up no more then that. Truthfully , i really dint wish for this to happen.But hey, wake up fat kid its reality. I appreaciate those great times that i spent listening to u . layaning ur blur moments. fighting over you abt how jessica alba is still hotter then katy perry.Im sure, he must be someobody better of an intellectual guy .for u to have felt that way and all. I know and you know that. And when ur finally ready and made a decision to be with him.Remember the favour i asked , i want to be able to shake hands with the guy Just that.that is all im asking .

everything was too good to be true,
I'm done.Though its gonna hurt me more in the months
that come. . .
i'll just be a phone call away if you need me.
trust me when i say i'll be there. . .. .

A great,fun,stubborn,knowledgeable lastly the most sophisticated
girl ive ever known
and when you said
"you never know.
miracles happen". . . . . . . . . .